I'm feeling terribly confused again; thankfully not my mind but my heart. Then again, it's a whole rocket science feeling deep inside.
Remember how easily something I'm not sure of or doubtful of can push me to the brink of misunderstanding - it happened again. I do wonder how and why something like that can happen so often and constantly no matter how much I do try to stand up to my own thoughts. Isn't it such a great idea to separate one's heart from their mind? Why must another person's opinion stir mine. Menses issues, I think not. Dear God, please make me stop thinking. I don't mind if the earth started spinning faster while I'm not. Can I not be so dependent towards a partner or a loved one?? That's the only thing I can ask for now. The pathetic aura creeping on my bad and reminding me of how unreliable I am...
Honestly, I was so tempted to try another eye do and see how it will come out this time with a different color that I have always thought it will look horrible - pink. Since Halloween is in 2 weeks, how about a good scare? Haha... What will look nasty on me (everything...)? Mum was just telling me that during Halloween, "I will NEVER put up anything like THAT in my home!" after watching Martha Stewart's make over for an awesome Haunted House, and the fact that Caucasians have their homes decorated with those lovely lovely yet ghoul-ish deco's. Pretty neat stuff I'd say!
And I am so angry and disappointed with my group members. Well, jamming boy Andy seem pretty alright and he's managed to get his respectful part done; Goody two shoes Mei is taking a long time to do her work and sent me a version of MS Word I CANNOT open... Means I gotta send it downstairs to the other pc and see if I can open it there; Tiny Minie apparently will be doing the editing part of the video - 3 minutes and I HIGHLY doubt she'll be personally doing the editing. C'mon, if you have a friend who knows all the ins and outs of editing and your stupid team leader doesn't know nuts about what happens, you'll definitely just buy him/her lunch and get em' to do the work! And finally Asthma Achmed. Well, please don't ask why the nickname cause' I just decided to make it really rhymey and it matches! He has not come back to me on the hamper. What gives for kids these days to understand fully on "Get back to me IMMEDIATELY". I'm really, really really really really so tired... Of repeating... It is just to confirm the price of the goods and tell me how much you have spent so I can email Tom, Dick, Harry, Sally, Mary and Diana what's happened because I'm not the only one contributing the money. If you like paying up fully for us, go ahead. I'm more delighted to actually.
On the other side of my world, I have be tempted by not-sure-what to go for a good shave on the head. Haha... Yes I mean "go bald" if you didn't quite get the first word. It's been rough on my life recently and there's no improvement but more hair on the floor (if that's the floor's improvement...). I've grown pretty sick of keeping them in place and making sure it doesn't 'shine' in public. Now to figure out when I should do it.
It is already Wed and I have not touched my noted nor books at all for my (STUPID) two (MOST HATED YET AVAILABLE) subjects. Thankfully, the last 3 papers of my college life. Oh and, have I told you how awesome it is to be a senior in the class of 2nd semester students? Awesome. Period.
Early afternoon to you too! I'll keep you up and about tomorrow since it is a little too early to post this thingy... Have a wonderfully scorching Wednesday full with blisters! Somehow, the sun seems a little shy today - so no blisters! Neat........ Anyway, good day ahead and have fun! =D Lots'a love and kisses from yours truly~ <3
p.s. Slowly but surely, I am getting a little too obsessed with squirrels! Squeak squeak, squeak squeaken! (I have white eyeshadow over my grey fur!)
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