Crushed Cherries

Dear bloggie,

Today kinda sucked because of my midterm quiz... It's officially the worst, next to the Social Psych quiz two years back... THAT, was totally horrible to the point I believed that I was gonna be failing the paper BUT I didn't so yay end of story.

It was a great start of the day since I had the oh-always-so-sweet i.national friend to a nice chat. Or also a ranting session or a share emotion session with him... He was such a great listener and his advise for once, was international. And also for once, he did NOT side my opinion and told me a different perspective which I really enjoy listening to; not that my close ones here are not helpful but sometimes a little something different does change one's p.o.v. I was living on and in doubt recently. Not because I love doubting and enjoy it, but sometimes when we're away, unavoidable thoughts come lingering and we tend to slip into them because. Because. And so, he told me not to fall for them if we truly believe in each other. However, I do wish we can at least be in a smoother flowing conversation in the future... I can't believe you didn't read any of my emails I sent last week though. And the only way we could've communicated is through emails, private messengers and sometimes through my blog. Disappointed yes. Frustrated yes. Sad maybe a little. Angry no. I did feel kinda selfish yesterday although you were chatting with mama and papa, and it was kinda wrong too.

I just wanted you to be around with me for as much as you could be with them. I mean, I wouldn't know if you'd reply them sooner than me or get back to them way quicker than me. So doubt is again on its come back. I really miss you and wanted to have more than a regular "how is your day" or "what was for dinner". Great for you to have the company while I don't here though. And about the pictures. Don't even get me started. You posted everything on FB and it's not like how it used to be? We have our personal time sharing and telling each other stories about it, no more? Guess it was suppose to happen yesterday; but didn't. I couldn't open the pictures. I looked at them and was already so heartbroken so I closed them immediately *sigh*. And there were so many many many albums. And I didn't even get to see your room yet. And everyone else you know have already seen all your pictures. Yay. Sure is fun.

It's daddy's b'day today~ Mummy bought a cake for him for the first time and she, and he was really happy. It was so amusing how he actually hinted to me when we were in Baker's Cottage that we should buy a cake - for fun and eat it. For a person who's really super thrifty (and calls me the impulse buyer), this didn't make any sense at all! Happy B'day Daddy! Love you lots and we wanted to get you a gift. We kinda got excited and ready too... But you might not really like it. Yet. So, till Ah Wong confirms, we'll surely get it for you! =D

I think I should just get to bed now. My head is already pounding from fatigue and lack of sleep. Couldn't really sleep that well last night... I doubt I'll be able to sleep any better tonight. I painted my nails though. And my favorite color too - Revlon: Cherry Crush.

This is how the bottle looks like. The picture of my nails will be out tomorrow for sure =)

This above however, was quite a let down. It's a great product but when I try to apply a color coat, it will be too "smooth" that my brush will eventually pick up the wet coat on my nails and there'll be a naked spot which totally sucks... I have to go over it and make sure it's even again. Not so fun since it's time consuming. Thought of giving it a shot since it works as both top and base AND care coat. Pretty neat eh?

Hope you enjoyed the little 4 pictures and their tiny description. Have fun there~ Take care of yerself for now! I'll be in my good comfy bed (trying real hard to sleep!) =P Good night bloggie... I'll update again tomorrow hopefully with more goodies - pictures. Till then, sweet dreams and I love you lots and lots. Miss you a bunch too! Byez~