Awesome

Dear bloggie,

It's been a gazillion years since I posted something. Well, not literally =P Just too long for me to bother to remember when was my last post~

It's already 10/10/10 and for some reason, it's a big number to me. You're leaving soon. And the gazillion memories we had just flashed every second reminding me of how great you are (awesome or extremely impressive?). Needn't be mentioned is the amount of time we might spend together will be cut down a lot more than the usual hang out times we have online now; though the thought of that time brings the possibilities for us to be even closer than ever puts a small smile on my lips. I might be able to sleep better tonight though - because you're always in my thoughts. And truth be told, I do look very silly now. It gets me all tingly and excited just thinking about the silliest joke you make and simplest things you do. Maybe that's what love is all about. It makes you look, feel and act silly through the funniest ways.

On the back of my mind screams hurt, worry and sadness. You'll be away. Your job requires you to. Your destination today isn't the safest place on earth though I know how safe it is to be with you. You may not be an arms' length for me to reach you, but knowing how much you do care for me does more than the tingly feeling. The one word difficult to say is 'Goodbye', but you should know I'll miss you. Do I really need to repeat that?

I could probably write pages and uncountable pages on you but they can't possibly tell how I actually feel right now. There were some problems that I raised recently which ended up to be my fault anyway - I need to apologize. But now, I just want you to know how impressive you are, basically no match or comparison to anyone else. All I gotta do is be more appreciative and glad you're here with me now. Though I do feel a little hurt that I end up with the awkward silence in our conversations or doubtful thoughts that you're still upset with me; or refuse to forgive me - No, I can't blame you for that (and won't).

You might not be reading this, but I want you to know how much I really do care and love you. Bon Voyage, take care, God bless and I miss you so much...



Night bloggie... Sweets! Take care and I'll be up and about to keep you updated now ^_^ Loving you loads!