Dicey Dragon 2012

Dear bloggie,

It's almost the end of January; or the start of the Chinese (Lunar) calendar - Happy Chinese New Year!

One month back, I told myself, "D, you've gotta update your blog. It looks like a deadman's land now...". Well, that was a month back and looking at it now makes me laugh. I remember listening to people say that the time moves faster as you grow an age - wrong. It's just because we're always so darn busy with no time to breathe. Hence, time flies because we're so engrossed with the stuff we do as the time ticks.

I've finally planned my New Year's resolution (or CNY resolution since it's a little too far from new years')! To compare with what I had last year, I MUST say that losing weight is NOT my resolution. Instead...:

Resolutions

~ maintaining whatever I've lost so far (if I can do it, the rewards are fairly obvious)
~ cherishing and appreciating what I have around me (NOT to go look for happily-ever-nevers)
~ climb the ladder slow and steady (and watch out for flying daggers!)
~ toughen up my heart and soul (you'll notice lingering particles when the time comes)
~ remember to love myself no matter how dark the day turns (because no one else will)
~ a trip to the massage parlous every 2 months,

*shall insert updates along the way*

Wishlist (most have been covered last year, what's new this year?)

~ an under cut,
~ "elder sister", "younger sister" and "a peacock feather",
~ an extra piercing on each ear,
~ electronic gadget-less vacation for 5 days,
~ another wig, doesn't matter the color and length,
~ a puppy! Just kidding, seriously.

I surprised myself when I noticed the massive change of my previous wishlist and the current one as if I'm changing myself into someone else. But I've also realize how much I'm sick of my old self and want a change. My last break up seems to have contributed to the love of myself these days and that expectations in the future are usually never true. Except the fact that I have now a collection of 5 inch heels in my shoe closet as well as a handsome amount of dresses I used to adore.

Another suprising lesson I learnt was to keep my work where they belong and only bring my exhausted brain home for a moment of silence in bed till the next morning. I hated my job only 3 months ago. Now, my boss loves me. Ha-ha. It was a spanking good time at CNY Launch at Thean Hou Temple and the Permatang Tinggi events.

I feel like being childish and a woman suddenly.

No one will ever understand why too.

Goin' to Mum's place in a bit. Reunion dinner tonight, means I've gotta be a good daughter and help out tonight. Tonight, one last clean up and decide what to wear for tomorrow's family meet up at Ah Ma's...

So that's it from me today. A little upset from trying to be angel to others will my only response is none other than a devil's.

Love you bloggie, I guess the next update will be pretty far from now but once I get hold of my new cammie, I'll probably start updating more frequently. Take good care of yourself there while I'm away.

See You in 10

Dear bloggie,

Okay so I did NOT post anything up for New Years. Nothing much really happened but I do pray hard for a better year, 2011 compared to 2010 (since that year sucked big time for multiple reasons...).

For one good thing, I did my version of New Year's look and the color turned out great. Since it's fun to cheat, I'll post up a nice picture of the photoshopped version as I always do (instead of the actual picture - mwahahahahahahahahaha *coughcoughchokecoughcoughcough*).

It's the 9th today and there're so many things lined up this month for my family and I which I can't wait! Since there really isn't anything much, I've updated my wishlist & resolutions for this year and the months to come. Is this realistic?:-

Resolutions (that would probably never happen like the years before =3)

~ SUPER LOSE THIS EXCESS FAT. Like seriously. They're a waste of space and they're killing my old clothes in my wardrobe!

~ in search for a "Happily Ever After"

~ Learn all the proper swimming techniques in 6months!

~ A little handmade craft in the room will do better

Upated ~>

~ Fix up my AMD pc and make sure it lives longer than every few months! ERGH

~ train up on my shooting skill WHICH I SO TOTALLY SUCK NOW!

(This might add on along the way...)

Wishlist (might/might not?)

~ Yoshi plushie -> Huggable size! (don't ask why)

~ A3 sized cutting mat

~ lappie (through the brochures -> Toshiba's Satelite L645-1052X/Fujitsu's LifeBook LH530)

~ 1:43 Honda S2000 car model (metallic maroon) -> My favvy car since I was 14/15 which I obviously know I cannot drive...

~ flattering kebaya top and a new sarung... The old sarung, decided to NOT fit me anymore

~ eye care cream by Clinique

~ Revlon Colorburst Lipgloss -> Peony

~ Revlon Colorburst Lipstick -> Soft Nude

~ Revlon Colorstay Liquid Foundation -> um... I forgot the color? Hehehe....

~ 88 Eyeshadow Palette (non-shimmer) -> ugh can't stand shimmer much!

~ simple pair'a casual slippers to match girly clothings. Hate my feet. Ugh...

~ Mary Janes! 3inches perhaps since my height.. well you get the point

~ EXTREMELY simple black platform wedges (found in Vincci with a reasonable price but contemplating...)

~ The Sims3 Original + Expansion Packs!

~ Logitech webcam - for once, it won't give up on me half way right?

So far... I think that's about it. I've been on a crazy shopping spree recently which I believe isn't healthy at all. Can't wait to shop (what??) for CNY, SPAR and meet Black Mamba to settle the stuff I need by Monday!

Phew~ Life can be a bitch sometimes don't you agree? I'll see when I can update you again bloggie. Do take care... Can't always be there for you, but you know I love you too much I can't let go either! Sweet dreams~ G'night bloggie! God bless and I'll update soon!