Butterfly kisses

Dear bloggie,

Amen. I'm a happier person today and yesterday. Mum and I are back on the right tracks loving each other even more, or are we?

Class today was particularly small. Not to mention how often my group member is usually never in class or only will be in class before the break. Ahhh~ All my group assignments are still slowly taking its time to move. I'm more bothered about my Philosophy now. My group from ANTH aren't taking any initiatives from the beginning and looks like they prefer it that way now. I'm just too tired to keep repeating one after another time when they can't be bothered to come back telling me no matter how many time I tell them to "update me, report to me, inform me". It'll happen good when it happens good. Today group is another shyttified class because of an always missing member and the rest of us just don't know what else to do. They are a more senior group but they sure aren't getting things right at all. We were told to look for a company to do a research, survey and report based on the Consumer Decision Process and this is what they came up with after a week - Nestle & some paracetamol company/brand. I mean guys, this is a report we're doing for $@!*)(#! sake! Work your asses man! And I came up with Swatch. It's a male female wearable brand, you say the name and it strikes anyone - Swatch watches, there's no age barrier for this babe. So tell me, is it THAT difficult to come up with a brand and its company? It's whether you want to or not. I'm really so tired. Small was just telling me, "Whoa. Aren't those a little boring? I mean I found them boring. They're not thinking outta their boxes sis" and that's EXACTLY what's happening to these two groups. Phil was pretty good. We're doing a neat sketch and lecturer is LOVING it, even from the idea and the philosopher's we're picking. THAT, my friend, is initiative, determination and eagerness to SCORE. Good God! Thank God there's at least a group which is working their brains!

I was dying to do something to my eyes again but haven't had my chance to. I was just telling Red,

"Eh, would it be neat if I totally did my eyes to go to a CC?"

"ERM. Aren't we in the wrong place to do that sistah?"

"That's the whole point! Being different!"

"And getting all the attention? Maybe not"

"Okay fine"

Haha... I was just sharing my thoughts! I didn't need to ask him that of course. Small wouldn't even let me wear a skirt there in the first place =3 But is was just a plan, nothing more than A plan. Thursday night is still Plan A (hmm... this is ironic) waiting to see if JH can make it. Plan B is to push it to Friday or Deepavali night which I cannot agree to because of the crowd ~_~

For this 21st b'day, I'e decided to go for a pair of extra piercing AND a nice butterfly tat. the tat however, is still on big-time-pending-list because it costs too much, needs a lot of maintenance, a lot of patience and a lot of tears (since it's gonna be a little stingy....); but it'll be worth my passion. The samples of what I'd want them to look like is simple, sexy, feminine yet tribal:

The first one is my fav! The next one would be my second choice and it goes on. The most tribal would be the last one BUT I bet it hurts the most... And for a chicken'a pain, let's not push it, shall we? Lovely aren't they? I was promised RM400. I wonder how much one like the first choice would cost. Hmm...

I'm so so so so so so happy you we on with that superbly long essay message you left me exactly when I got on. Miss you a whole lot and it feels as if you're a soldier who works away and is always unable to reply my messages or emails. It was great to chat with you again and glad you didn't wanna talk to me at first so I get to save up EVERYTHING you said and read them over and over again when you're away and busy! Thanks for sharing a part of your world to me. Sometimes, I feel like I'm making you do chored when I ask you "Why don't you share a part of your life with me?" and we went through your WHOLE FB friends list which took about more than an hour... Never knew how important all your friends were. Mine are. Just that they're such a handful and most of the time, they're just too occupied with their own work or never have time to hang out anymore. When can we go drink again, friends? I can be such a bitter and jealous person from listening about how often you actually go out and have drinks with your buds and your friends. But because I know how important they are, I should start toning down a little and start being more understanding... It's gonna be a little hard with a spoilt girl like me. No pain no gain they say! Ggrrrr.... And all those MALE soul mates! ARGH! Okay maybe not the same gender, but will I ever ever ever ever find a soul mate like my parents? =( So saddening... How saddening it maybe, I'm feeling all good thanks to how special you made me feel. I'm glad that I'm "a main role there, and that it should never be forgotten...". Touched me and love it.

Thanks for keeping me company all these days Tinky. Wouldn't have gone alive without you =) I love you so much... You're daddy's little girl aren't you?

Done for tonight starting from this point!~ Hahaha... I'd really like to head to bed since daddy's yumcha plan with Small and I got cancelled last minute. Oh and his excuse was so lame. Not gonna tell you what but his main reason to delay time and annoy us was because he was looking forward to watch the Jet Li movie on tv. *cricket cricket*. So depending on everyone's mood and desire for Small's Milo Ais, we'll have to put that on a hold too!

So, good *yawn* night... bloggie... Sweet dreams to you~ Love you a whole bunch much again! Like always! Take care'a yerself while I'm away aight! Bye~ I'll see if there's anything more interesting than random ranting tomorrow! =D