In His Web You Got Caught In

Dear bloggie,

I can't believe i'm not reading up for my finals which starts tomorrow... Here i am, sitting in front of the pc doing nothing but day (evening) dream.

Amusing how a person like me never really learn from mistakes just because her heart tells her to ignore. Therefore, the brain is not working properly. I remembered how Ugly Truth thought me about a perfect man and those dream guys every girl melts for. Hopeless romantics anyone?


I've always wanted someone i can look up to,

I've wanted someone who could take me out in his car,

walked with me in the park,

sleep in his bed of his house,

could afford a vacation for two,

meals on occasional weekends,

keeps me updated only when needed or when asked,

teach me a's to z's,

who can cook meals and help me with house chores,

who can mix with my friends and family,

who's funny and jovial like my mother,

who can play his guitar and sing me to bed,

stay up and look at me when i sleep,

instead of me looking at him when he sleeps all the time,

paint my nails and i paint his,

who suddenly drives me to the beach and lie beneath the blanketed starry night,

so i can tell him everything on earth he can listen to,

lie on him without complaining i'm too heavy,

waltz with me when a slow song plays at a retail shop of a mall,

who gives roses on valentines and my b'day,

hangs out at his place on friday nights for movies with chips and wine,

stares attentively as i put on my make up,

his family love me as much as my side,

sing at the lounge together and embarrass ourselves,


and continue to day dream without remembering anything i've read since morning!

I was reading Comm and Media Ethics past few days ago and needed to rest my brain. Didn't seem to have happened the correct way...





My first time and i really do love them. They're the lovers, midnight navy and platinum pearl. I should start on something Christmas-y. Talking about Christmas, this is gonna be another dull boring event of the year that i've been looking forward to. Moral of the story, do not look forward to anything; particularly your b'day. I'm deprived from a b'day cake! WARGH.

Mum going to somewhere. 3rd aunt going somewhere with family. 4th aunt going somewhere with family. Friends going somewhere with family! Wrong people inviting me out with the wrong reasons! Christmas. Tis ain't the season to be jolly (for once)? Should i be santarina again this year? Perhaps not looking at it from last year AND my b'day. Santarina turn Grinch lol~

G'night bloggie... I need and must read up my notes as much as i can now. No turning back and i so no look forward to my "vacation" this coming weekend. I seriously, desperately want a vacation! Good Christ bless me pls! Take care and i'm loving you lots.