T's been hot days & nights

Dear bloggie,

It's an early post today. Since it's an early wreck from morning till now...

One amazing thing i'd never really thought of happening is being this sick, love sick. My whole body hurts just having to know you're not around. Oh well. Currently, i have so many things in my head i don't even know how to let it out. And everyone's missing suddenly. Just, everyone.

Friends, i found out that i really can't find a place which i can call housemate (since family is for home). There're so many events that's been going on but i was almost invited to none, no i'm not surprised. According to a friend, i was told that i worked so often to the point people are worried they'll disturb me from invites for outings or events. No body said i had enough money to spend on myself, so i gotta earn my own way up. Sad way up but not the best choice either. Not that i don't wanna go or i shouldn't. Sucks both ways.

Lovers, looked forward, get all hyped then dropped all the way down. What's the big idea anyway? Still wouldn't make a difference if i had one. I'd just kill him one day at a time by more mistakes that's all.

Family, outing canceled, more arguments, so encouraged by the hot weather. So encouraged by more family feuds. Everyone with their own opinions AND stands. Where're we going to?

Machines, if internet is included here, YES IT SUCKS AND COULD NEVER BEEN WORSE. I'm suppose to backup my files for reformatting. Nothing is happening *cricket cricket*.

Body, is not functioning properly at all. I'm sleepy but i can't sleep. I wanna go walking, but the guarded gated thing disappeared and more snatch theft and robbery's been goin on so i had to put that on a hold. Was working on my belly moves but i can't stand dad teasing me ALL the time and now i have no time to go to class for practice - never started anyway. My chest hurts so badly recently... It's as if i can't breathe. And i've been so nausea's, even a little lost of appetite sometimes. My complexion is horrible! I've not looked so bad in months!

Etcs, include the parcel in the sending but no story nor reports from the courier. So, no know about it. Dunno where on earth's the thing now. Literally. I'm so worried it won't even reach its destination. Parcel oh parcel on the way, where art thou?? I have 3 parcels in no where! When's it gonna reach my house? It's me and me again - i feel un-welcomed for some reason...

Finance, has never changed anyway. Not broke, just can't afford like always since there's always something popping into purchase along the way. Bad enough that i'm gonna stop work pretty soon. Starting another pretty soon as well. More stuff lining up? I'm so not surprised...

Prayers come so often; whether heard is unknown; whether happened is unknown. Obviously those aren't the best stuff that could push the pressure up, there're lotsa other happenings in the whole process just not mentioned. T's been hot days.

Night bloggie... I ain't so great here but all the best there for the whole day. Take care, love you lots and lots and lots aight. Sweet dreams and to talk about dreams, i dreamt that i actually owned a puppy Rottweiler! What the! One thing for sure, it's been great company with the little thing. Have fun there!