Love bug in anticipation

Dear bloggie,

It's been pretty quite from lately... We did chat again. Things are better off now. At least we know where we stand and anticipating the future more than before. Thanks. And i'm sorry about the way i've been acting. But i do hope we get back together much better thought it takes way more effort than i ever have in my life... First time is always a good start!

Recently, i've been a little hard working on the fact of trying to loose the kg's. Up for walks in the morning, cleaning up the house more often and i hope that all helps actually~ In one way, i do feel healthier and better off that way so much so that i'm a morning person, it feels great to be up real early to get things done. Especially when i'm anticipating more than just one thing now. Well from the last list of To Do's, I only managed out a few. I better start moving a little faster though =P


Anticipation list ~

Home
Parcel
Photoshoot
Intern (nervous at the same time...)
Parent Day
New cousin AND nephew
Stay over
Volunteer
MV window shop
Start of work pretty soon...
More parcels (hard earned to spend =3)


Whoa. At first, i honestly did think that there were only a few i had in mind... But turn out that there're a whole load there in the end! Oh well. All i really pray for now, is to look forward to them, can't be expecting much but fingers crossed and all hoped for the best! Like what i was told, best of success in stead of the regular good luck.

Oh yea. H.O.G. Megan was just a darling last sunday. She didn't expect me to be at the center and boy were they excited that i turned up! It was just so cute when in between lines she had something like this said,

"I haven't got to Ikano though,"

"Oh really?"

"Yea.. I DID ask mum to bring me!"

"Nah it's ok... Petster's still there right? (the pet magazine)"

"Yea but..."

"Mmhm. No worried ^_^"

"I miss you"

"?"

"What's this anyway?"

"Sorry i didn't hear what you said just now..."

"OH,"

"What'd you say?"

"I miss you *whispers*"

"AWWW *hugs*"

">////<"

"I MISS YOU TOO! REALLY! *HUGS*"

"^///^"

"you're so cute... I really do miss you okay? *hugs*"

Haha.. What else can you ask when there's a kid who's always by your side who says they miss you ^_^ Macy does miss me too. Well at least she didn't ask me what all the time now... BUT, she's proud to tell Fiona her name's 'I dunno'.

"What's your name sweetie?"

"I dunno *giggles*"

"^_^''' How old are you?"

"I dunno *giggles and squirms*"

"LOL! So your name's 'I dunno' now?"

"I dunno! *runs away*"

So fiona had to go for her class to teach and Macy runs around with me in the office now.

"So Macy, i'll call you 'I dunno'?"

"Uh... *thinks* My name's Macy"

Okay.. So at least i know that she DOES want me to call her lovely name - Macy instead of 'I dunno'. Oh you darling <3

I was thinking to myself lately how nxious i've been and you sure do make me very very patient, unlike how i am. It's so different. But i'm just extremely glad to the point i can't express them in words, you are willing to accept, say sorry and talk to me. You really are different. I should never compare you with anyone else i know really. Oh my god i love you so much. I hope my bubble doesn't pop thats all. How my heart crave for your love even more although you never do reply much anymore... To close my eyes and feel that you're actually so close to me though you live much further... I miss you so much... Haven't even heard your voice for so long now i hope i don't forget how it's like! Lets be together again my love, please accept me again.


Night bloggie, love you lots~ Miss you even more and God bless! =D