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Dear bloggie,



There's no fun when you're stuck with working your ass off just to pay that mobo you blew, wanna go for dancing classes, earning stopped abruptly because of your fucking boss, parent's not encouraging to pay for it and knowing that your body can't take the stress.

Recently been spending on a little extra clothings for CNY including my always wanted set of falsies therefore money has gone down. Not totally but, painful enough to watch it drop.

~ Eye masks (BluRR main tipu... She's not sharing money for this!)
~ Face masks
~ Falsies
~ Black Mascara (i can't believe i'm spending like 50bucks on this black crap >_>)
~ Clothings (it was a good deal)
~ Flats (for college what else, PLUS cutting down on those smexies))
~ Friend's Gift (erm. A little too early but =B)

Shit. Suppose the only thing that could'a be in line was the falsies. But i was looking forward for the D3k! Oh you sad case human being. I can't find any good reason why i wanted to work so badly. FUCK you old hag... I can't even decide on what to do.

~ Dance (trimesterly)
~ Black Mascara (ERM. YEARLY duh)
~ Massage (Father's Day perhaps?)
~ More clothes (???)
~ Prom ticks (summer - it's only JANUARY)
~ Sleeping Mask (this can wait)
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Should i get back to my old job? Should i look for another job which is convenient? Should i color my hair? *stress* Should i try another type of mascara that costs half the price? ARGH. Will any lingerie sale come along anytime soon? >_< Suppose it's a bad idea to keep BROWSING FOR NO REASON?? -> agreed. Help. Can i buy a little more time pleas...? Oh as if i have enough money forget it ~_~

Oh noes the house chores. I haven't started on any yet! YES i love my life! Woohoo! THIS is the rush i so totally _______.

Loves and kisses, sweet dreams night and God bless you totally bloggie.