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Dear bloggie,

To receive calls when you're asleep seems to be pretty lagged out (?). But when you receive a call on someone who thinks life isn't just enough; you'd probably won't be able to get back to sleep - sadly.

Wonderfully, i did. Poor him. Called me up close to midnight worrying about death and looking at how it's even like before experiencing. Suppose, it's guilt. Thankfully, my Psychology background came to the rescue. Yay~ Don't be sad. It's over and keep looking at the bright side. Even if there were only two months, live it to the maximum and enjoy it! Why grieve and wished you were dead to reaslize in the end that it's just a nightmare no one wants to dream of? Talk to god. He listens. Talk to Jesus. He listens. Thats what i'd usually do when i'm pretty troubled (only that recently i've been a pretty bad girl not to do anything related to it =3).

My job. The day that i was about to enjoy it, was the day that i got kicked outta my seat! =DD (no, i'm not happy. Like seriously). I was discussing about work, about what we had to till she called me into the conference room and shot at me for the correct things i've been doing all these time. I swear, oh yes i swear that i'm not gonna let this go so easily. PLEASE respect the fact that i'm still a student here and you have no fucking right to shoot me that way. So what if i did like to wear jeans and sneakers to work? Have you fucking seen a student helper fucking wear formal attire? NO? Oh too bad. SO, fucking shut up. I'm mad. She lost her right hand and i'm not there to help anymore. Who's fault - YOU. I'm so sorry i'm not able to be your house sister for the time being since hu-ha happened. No one knows and i don't intend to let the world know either.

I'm not the best partner at L4D but i sure kicked zombies' asses that night i came home after dinner and SOME rest. Played the whole campaign on my own~ Without pris around since she was doing her homework... Don't wanna forget it but i don't wanna keep thinking about it either. What to do what to do... I'll figure it out soson;s i hope.

I'm putting on weight! Wargh~ Never mind.

Night bloggie. Take care and i so totally love you lots. Sweet dreams and byes!