PARADESIA

Dear bloggie,

Remembered i promised pictures from HOG? Hehe.. I was only able to take pictures of the "Year End Production" of Thrusday's 7.30pm Class >_< I'm so sorry Tracy... I didn't mean to... (and i was there fore Kristy instead...)

"Why weren't you here for my play yesterday!" she came storming towards me, fiercely grumbling how unhappy she was with those pouted lips and her small hands curled into balls by her hips. Not to mention her frowned brows. Unhappy and disappointed she was.

"I'm so sorry Tracy... I didn't mean to... I, had something to do. And i was away,"

"Hm..." she walked off.

I really am...

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And so, these are the pictures of, PARADESIA on stage! All thanks to Aunty Jessy and Aunty Andrina~ (hope i didn't get the names wrong @_@). Paradesia is a play by the lower primary of age 5 to 8 years old; other age groups were 9 to 13 years old - Upper Primary and the youth theater - age 14 and above~





These below are the 'behind the scenes with the teachers - Jessy, Sue, Andrina and Jaime (uh-oh. I don't know which Jaime spelling it is! >_<) AND Pris-killa with the kids of Thursday class.







THE ONLY REASON WHY THEY ARE SO BLUR IS BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS MOVING, AND HAD NO INTENTION TO STOP MOVING!! @___________@







See what i mean ~_~







Even Aunty Jessy is moving around xD see her in black and the pretty lady there? =DD It was her b'day! *huggles* HAPPY (BELATED) B'DAY AUNTY JESSY!~~~


Oh while i'm at it, check out the anxious parents outside the room xP And scattered slippers (as usual at the door)!!






Hehe.. Back to the random rehearsal from the kids~





Here we are parents! Flooding the seats in front of the curtains =D






TAAADAAAAAAA~ The play of PARADESIA....

But it's only the parts i didn't manage to take the vid ~_~













Thats the last of the last... All of the rest are videos... And i'll be uploading them pretty much as soon as i get my time to ^_^ Hope you enjoyed them and i'll be posting up pictures of my work place some where in my next post update~

Love you and take care! Have fun bloggie~ <3

Fill em' up!

Dear bloggie,

Bummed. I knew mummy wasn't happy yesterday so i thought getting up early(-er) than usual would make her more happy; and it did! =DD Yay~

It was an easy dish eh mummy?~ Chinese dish. Keep guessing what this is xP Glutinous rice - shitake mushroom, chicken pieces and pacific clams were marinated in dark soy sauce and oyster sauce. Kesian mummy though... Hers is the one in the biggest bowl but it's white =( because she can't have any sauce in it...

















Haha.. Last of them two were just spam =P They're better known as my breakfast... A nice warm cuppa coffee and about 3 slices of butter cake-desu.


And so the pictures are all scrambled from the original ones i have placed >_> never mind... But hope you enjoyed them~ I DID! yum yum <3

Never cross your heart

Dear bloggie,

I'm sad. Really really sad. For almost the past few weeks. I want to cry. But something really is stopping me from crying. If there was only something i could do to change all these thoughts.

Why must you fight with her? Just let it be... I'm hurt just looking at all of you. Please stop what you're doing. She's your mother. Just listen to her and sacrifice this very time for everyone's sake. She loves you and wants you to learn although she might have already used wrong words, but it was because she loved you so... Please stop...

Don't blame her for what has happened. Look at yourself then reanalyze and see what went wrong. It hurts to see you this way crying back at me... Please stop... Because i know how she feels as well.

Why is this happening? What can i do to change this? I failed this once and i will not do it again. I had to fork out a lump sum of cash just to redo this paper and it kills, so much just to see it out of my pocket though my whole family is coming along. The only thing that stopped us from going the last time was because of the accident months back that scarred us for our lives; please don't come back. It hurts to see you bleed.

I won't be earning much this time around. She's usually at the seat and won't be leaving much till the time comes again; but i'll be there every thursday.

Choices. Dilemmas. Ethical dilemmas. No i couldn't run from any. Sometimes i do wish i closed my eyes and choose that easily. When there was only a time i'd love to get to know you better, i get hints of ignorance and gentle nudges of i'm-not-interested-so-stop-wasting0your-time. It is true that i scare guys away that easily? Especially when they don't like me? Honestly, i miss so many things i have been getting for the past 2 years and being how i am now suddenly is like a change of weather and i can't seem to really cope with it. Sure, i get on with everything day after day but when i sit and just try to think, there's a cloud above my head almost instantly. Doesn't help. What is the objective of praising someone, being in their contact list and then just ignoring them? I still can't get it -> "For decoration purposes only". I think it's best that i stay still for the time being and pretend i'm not around.

"When you know you get that feeling again, hug your favvy plushie super tight," I was reminded; and it only works every once and a while.

I'd call myself, unappreciative of what i have to do and what i have. It kills.

I miss you so much. So much i feel like dying sometimes. I wish you were here. There's so many things in this world i feel like sharing with you; in fear if you would sit and listen to what i have to say even when you already have things that is occupying your mind now. Where are you the one that i love so... I sense your presence near... Oh how obsessed i am with your love! The stinging i can feel in my flesh every time i see people who are together in a pair. How i despise that bitter taste on my tongue. Where are you? I only see you when my eyes are closed... Please don't leave me...

I'm afraid. To touch the mirror once again.

Night bloggie. Too much in my head but i'm still alive. I'll make sure i still breath. Till then, i'll keep updating. Love you lots. And why aren't i busy enough to keep myself occupied??!! (that's the craziest thing anyone wants >_>)

Dear bloggie,

Hope you're doing ok there. Coz i'm not.

Remember that date? The one you tried remembering most but you can't?
Remember that moment? The one you can't recall but see flashes instead?
Remember that sight? The one you close your eyes and touch it but fades away?

Remember when you wanted to help someone so much, you run to them, fall on the way, curse at yourself and scar their life by being slower and late?

I do. Do you?